Life and Death

To me, life and death is people. People are the life of me and the death of me. Without people I would die but people are the thing that makes me die too. We are all down here for a reason right! Without human realations then my life would be completely pointless. But they are also the thing that holds me back. If I didnt worry about all the other people out there judging me then I would accomplish sooo much more. They are also the thing that motivates me. I cant live with them but cant live without them ;)

Fears

I don't feel like I am afraid of many things ... not concrete things at least. Spiders don't fase me. Snakes are awesome. The ocean is a tiny bit scary ... But I dont have to deal with that!! I am afraid of going to my car at night. I swear somebody is waiting under my car waiting to jump me. Or in my car!! I ALWAYS lock my doors so nobody is sneaking in there and hiding.
I am a little afraid of people.
I don't like being the center of attention. I know its dumb to be afraid of people for judging. Just be yourself right? But what can I say!! I love people but at the same time they are one of my biggest fears.

Blogging ... and technology

I think this blogging thing is a great idea, I really do. I just can't work computers for the life of me!! And I dont feel like I can get help because then people will fing out who I am!! I am really in a pickle here ... So far I havent found a solution to my problem ... I just was not blessed with the technolog gift. Somebody help!!!!

Muscle Memory

Muscle Memory is kinda a crazy thing. I'm really glad we have it though!!! It makes things so much easier. I can't imagine how football would be if there were no muscle memory!! It helps a whooole lot!! With dances it helps so much too. Sometimes you just space out and then its over and you're like, "Woah, how did that happen??" And with driving! That happens a lot too. Suddenly I'm just home!! And with texting. I can talk and have a conversation at the same time. I don't know if I should be proud of that or not .... but it is a skill I have. Even with just the simple stuff, when I walk I don't have to think about it, luckily. That could be bad news .... Would your heart beating be considered muscle memory too? It's a muscle isn't it! Is memorizing lists muscle memory too?? Your brain makes those connections and it's a muscle!! Either way, I'm grateful we have muscle memory.

World Class??

Lone Peak, a World Class High School.
My question is why we think we can have that as our little motto, or whatever it's called, when we act like we did at the AF game. I LOVE Lone Peak. It is truely a fantastic school. I have so many good friends that are good people. But when we act like we did on friday, I'm embarrassed to call LP my home. Come on guys, "Thank you AF, for keeping the ugly girls out of Lone Peak since 1902" "Why do we care if AF won? Its not like you can throw a sweet victory party with food stamps...." Whether you agree with the whole "world class" thing or not, those things are below the human respect level. Those things are just not acceptable. We can't complain when people call us the rich, stuck up school when we act like that. That IS the reputation you are making for yourselves.

I'm thinkin' about you ...

I'm thinkin about you like a fat boy thinks about his twinkie. I'm thinkin about you how a baby thinks about candy and how they hate when it gets taken away. I'm thinkin about you like a dog thinks about a bone. I'm thinkin about you like a junior high girl thought about Jamison King back in the day. I'm think about you like cookie monster thinks about cookies. I'm thinkin about you like flip flops think about summer, like Adam thinks about his hummer. I'm thinkin about you like a boat thinks about floating. I'm thinkin about you like Shaun White thinks about snow, like Phellps thinks about H2O. I'm thinkin about you like creativity thinks of death, like peanutbutter thinks of jelly, like salt thinks about pepper. Like the silly rabit thinks about trix. I'm thinkin about you like unicorns think about rainbows and rainbows think about pots of gold and how all leperchans want to be like Chase Hansen and how he thinks about being golden. And I'm thinkin about you like writers think about paris.

Scout camp vs girls camp

Why are girls not allowed on scout camp? I dont know if it's just my area or if everyone just thinks girls are a bunch of sissys! Who ever decided we had to tie blankets? What about white water rafting? What about overnight hikes and sleeping under the stars? What about playing with fire? I mean, playing with fire is not to great of a thing but have you ever heard of funny, crazy, outragous stories from girls camp? I havent!!! Blanket making, bracelet tying, skit producing is fun ... but only a two hour hike for one of the days doesn't cut it for me! Why do we sleep in cabins? Why do we have showers? I must say I am glad we have toilets but I would even give that up for a week! So who decided girls had to be so sissy?? I would love to have a little chat with you.

What is LOVE?

Love is a very strong word. It is also a very broad word. There are so many ways love can be used. You can love your favorite breakfast cereal. You can love your grandma. You can love your best friend. You can love your favorite toy when you were a kid. You can love your brother. You can love that special someone. They are all different kinds of love!!! So whats the difference between best friend love and "I want to marry you" love? With your best friend, you wouldn't have they physical relationship part. With someone you want to marry you better want to have the physical relationship part or it's not really going to last for very long!! A lot of people confuse lust with being "in love". If you do that, you are a noob. If you go out and kiss someone on your first date then how do you know if you love the person or love the kiss? You can't tell everything about a person in just a few hours. What ya gotta do is get to love the person for just who they are, then you can go into all that stuff! Sooooo many people do it out of order, the whole system is messed up!! It's something to be very careful with because love makes people do crazy things. It has messed up lives and it has saved lives. It's just a crazy powerful emotion!